Like Mother Like Daughter

I was born in the early eighties. My mother married early because she was pregnant. It was getting her tubes tied that stopped her pregnancies, but by then she had three daughters. She stopped cold and moved into the guest room, giving up her bed to a series of girl friends. My mother preferred taking fresh towels to these women than any contact with my father. She had iced up.

My sisters and I were home schooled until the seventh grade. We went to the public school after that. My sisters were over affectionate to the older boys, but in my veins there was only ice. When I got to college I met a girl who forced her affections on me and I discovered my mother's problem. At first I fought it before submitting to it. My mother disowned me, for inheriting her affliction. It didn't excuse me from having children.

I had three just like her, the difference was that the father 'helped' me, and didn't insist on marrying me. Today my three daughters are old enough to know the difference between lesbians and straight women.

I could really use a husband right now. It bothers me to keep asking him for money. If I was married it would be my money too. But then I would have my mother's problem, he's in my house, and men can't have a woman they leave alone and just talk to.