M2m Sex And How I Evolved

Yesterday I read a confessions about a guy who had sex in his early teens with another boy. They both went on with it, eventually sucking and fucking, and the other boy became a gay man. The poster was married with children and hetereo ever since.

I am writing as one with the same experience but I was the opposite. I started jacking Jim when we were of almost adult size down there, decent pubic hair. He loved it, shooting all over and I'd clean him up. Mostly I'd then do myself, sometimes he would do the deed for me, but I could tell he didn't really like it. He definitely preferred being serviced. He was spraying his cum all over and to avoid missing some in clean up, which we missed several times and his mom talked to him about it, deeply embarrassing for him, and when I went over there his mom told me to try to keep his spurting aimed at his belly or something. Now I was embarrassed that he told her I was doing it to him. She suggested that I "catch it" with my mouth. So I started putting my mouth over his head when he'd come then swallowing it for him. That of course, lead to full out blow jobs. One night staying over he was grunting and moaning so loud when he came that his mother came in his room. There he was naked, on his back, still hard cock and my head at his crotch with a mouthful of sperm. I swallowed deep, and she just said to try to keep it down. She looked at me and smiled, saying "It's not too bad is it?" then she left us alone again. The next morning she had me help make breakfast and said that it seemed evident that he liked doing it several times a night. He did.

Soon after I was getting fucked. I loved being the recepticle of his sperm in my mouth but to take it in my butt was the ultimate feminine feeling for me. I would sometimes use my hand on myself while getting fucked, but many times I just let him have me for his pleasure. It felt great being full but after; I always felt so empty. I was feeling empty most of the time and with his mom knowing now that I was her sons sex partner we were free to be a couple in her house. I think I wanted "filled" as much as he wanted to fuck me. By then I was wearing panties, bra and stockings around their house, going to bed in nighties, and going into their pool in a skinny bikini. I spent a lot of time with his mom doing girlie things and having girl talk.

This went on till we were 18 and he got a girl in college to fuck and within a few months I was dumped. Four years of being the sex partner for a guy and now I had no one. He is married with a son now, and I am doing what I can to fill that empty feeling I get in my backside. I love being fucked by a man, sucking a man, doing whatever I can to make a man feel pleasure with my body. I dress sometimes, as my man of the hour desires, but I love being neutral and gay and being the one pleasing my men.