First Time Thoughts Of Me Eating Her Pussy And She Eating Mine

35 old typical mom here with husband and family. After a single event the idea of eating and being eaten by a female is consuming me. So weird but I started masturbation with idea and wonder how different I am. Around 6 months ago I watched my daughter's friend change while camping. She wasn't in the wide open but wasn't hiding either. I think she liked being looked at so maybe that factored in. My mind went nasty watching a sexy hot godess almost modeling her perfect body and pretty face. I have been exploring what and why every since and the more I think about it the wetter and masturbating I get. My husband, daughter, son, and ALL family would disown me if they read my idea and tasted my hunger. I just did a 180 on pussy eating pussy and seek help.