My Cousin Was My Best Friend

when i was really young my mom and i moved five states away to live with my aunt and uncle and three cousins. i didn't know them too well, but my mom said they were family and family takes care of each other so they were taking care of us. one boy three years older than me, one boy five years older, and one girl six years older. tyler, the boy closest to my age, he and i played all the time. his older siblings weren't really interested in having him around cause he was too "kiddie" for them and me too so we played together.

when i was 11 tyler got his first girlfriend and we didn't play as much anymore. i didn't like it and didn't understand, so when they broke up and he played with me more again i was happy. he had another girlfriend for a year and we didn't play, but we did when they broke up. he started hanging out with a new girl and one time he was going to go to the mall with her i started crying and told him i didn't like him anymore. he asked why and i told him because when he's with girls he doesn't play with me anymore. he said well girlfriends give him things i don't, i asked like what and he said blowjobs and he gets to finger them and touch their boobs. i didn't know what a blowjob was but i told him he could touch my boobs and stuck my chest out, my tiny barely grown tits poking through the fabric. i wasn't wearing bras yet. he reached out and grabbed both of them, punched my nipples a bunch, it didn't really feel any kind of way to me but he liked it a lot. he lifted my shirt and kept doing it. and then asked about the other stuff. he asked if he could finger me and i had never been fingered so i wasn't sure about it but said okay. he told me to take my pants off and lay on the bed so i did what he said. he licked me for a minute which felt kinda good and then stuck a finger in my hole which felt funny. i didn't get why he liked it so much.

then he asked me about a blowjob and i told him i didn't know what that was. so he took his pants off and laid next to me on the bed. his boner was hard and pointing straight up. he said i'm supposed to suck on it to make him cum. i tried but wasn't very good so he showed me a bunch of videos on his phone and said to do it like the women in the videos. i did my best to do it like they did and he eventually did cum in my mouth. he kept saying "swallow it" while he was cumming so i did.

he told me i would make a good girlfriend. he told me if i keep doing that and get him snacks when we play and help him clean his room then he won't need to get a girlfriend so i did. every day i let him touch and sometimes suck on my boobs, finger me, and gave him a blowjob. sometimes i would swallow his cum, sometimes he would cum on my face or my boobs.

it didn't take very long, just a few months, before he told me he wanted to have sex with me. we were both virgins but had watched a lot of videos on his phone so we knew what it was like. he had been licking me a lot which was feeling good, and i started to love the feeling of his finger in me, so i said okay. i remember how awkward the first time was, i laid on my back on his bed and he tried to push his dick in my hole but it wouldn't fit so he laid back and i sat on it. i kind of wiggled around for a while and bounced on it but i'm sure it wasn't very good. he laid me on my stomach and fucked me from behind til he came on my butt. it didn't last very long but all felt really good. he had a sex ed class and got condoms. he started fucking me with condoms and leaving his dick in me when he came. and soon enough i was obsessed with getting fucked by him. i wanted it after school, before bed, in the morning before school. i was going to school with his cum in my stomach most days. he said he wanted to cum inside me but i would get pregnant so he started fucking my butt. some mornings his cum would be leaking into my underwear on the bus ride.

he's got a wife now but he's still the only person i let fuck my butt.