Was Neutral Now Not So Much

My first sex was 5 years ago with another guy my age. As we experimented he took the more passive role and I the more active. I fucked him, he sucked me, I would jack him sometimes, sometimes he jacked while being fucked. in the beginning we did both I got his cock in me and hated it, not to mention it hurt like hell. He took mine his first time very easily, though I was gentle. I sucked on him but he didn't want that, I only got one load of cum from him. Basically he turned into my sexual outlet, I guess my girlfriend of sorts. He was thin, short and did indeed have a more feminine body and demeanor. When we were together he was definitely the girl in the relationship. His mom knew about us, found us in an embarrassing moment only made worse when she sat on the bed and talked to us about it and telling us it was OK. He stayed as my outlet, but I also got others to fuck too, guys, even got him to let other guys fuck him while I watched. He did a 5 guy gangbang, got nutted in 12 times that night.

I thought back, never being a counter, and realize I've fucked 14 guys, got sucked by all of them plus 4 more. Then I met Jackie. This was last month, and she is gorgeous, 18 with coal black hair, C cup tits that have really cute quarter sized areolae that are a dark pink, the most shapely body imaginable. She sucked my cock on the third date before we went to dinner, and that evening she was under me and I got my first taste, smell, and feel of hot, wet, tight, beautiful pussy. Spreading her pussy lips with my thick cock, seeing her black pubes part for me showing her inner pink was incredible. Two weeks later, she said she knew some of the guys I'd fucked and asked if I wanted her ass.

I guess I took the easy road back 5 years ago, and stuck to getting the easiest way I knew to get to have sex and cum. I love fucking her and love pussy, love women, and have no desire or need to go back to sex with other guys. I can't believe I did that for so long not even trying to get a girl to fuck me. It's been 5 wasted years

PUSSY LOVER totally