The other night I got a random text from Tony asking me if I wanted to hang out with him and smoke, so I told my boyfriend that I was going to my bestfriends house. We had a little thing going back in the summer and it didnt end well. I had developed feelings for him and he freaked out and stopped talking to me. It hurt so bad, I was just about over it when I got his text.Anyway, so I go over there and we smoke out of a gravity bong and then out of a water bong. I asked him if he wanted to half a Xanax. He looked at me in that way that he would and said, "Man, I dont know Josie, if I take it I might try to make out with you and we both know what happens when we make out." I was like, "Okay, but Im going to." He was like, "Okay, give me that shit" and with that, he took a whole football. After that, he went into his room and came back with a latter. He said, "You're snorting half of this with me." That freaked me out, because I never snort anything, but finally I went along with it. He pulled me backwards and we spooned on the couch. I was about to pass out when I opened my eyes and he kissed me. He was right, it's impossible for us to just makeout. We went to his room and the next thing I knew, he was taking my bra off. We ended up fucking. Afterwards, he asked me to spend the night and I did because I sure as hell couldnt drive like that. We slept until 10 am. I really needed that. Especially after the way we ended things. Even if I dont hear from him again, it'll be okay becuase now I have a decent memory to look back on instead of a shitty one.
