First Swinging Experience

I, along with my husband Luke, had my first swinging experience last month. We had role played for years about actually doing it. This night finished with the four of us playing in the same room, mostly by swapping husbands. I enjoyed it.

But here is the thing, I do not think I can do it again if my husband is in the same room. I do not want to make this about size, personality or anything else relating to my husband and the other guy. But rather, this is totally about me.

I enjoyed how aggressive the guy was. His cock was just as long but very thick. He made sure I was fully satisfied. With all of that, he made me cum very hard and very often in the hour or so we played. I know it was the first experience, but cumming like that in front of my husband made me feel bad that I was getting so much pleasure. We are supposed to meet the same couple again this week and I am not sure how to handle this.