Is Something Wrong With Me?

Not sure how many women visit this site. I am wondering if any other women had a similar experience. I gave birth to my first child two months ago.
Shortly after becoming pregnant my hormones went crazy. I was super horny all the time. My husband started working overtime all he could and we barely saw each other. I was constantly craving sex. My toy box wasn't cutting it and I needed more. Around four months I had a man hit on me in a convenience store. Next thing I know I am in the back seat of a car in a parking lot letting a total stranger fuck me. From there I started cruising around to pick up men and used several websites to arrange hook ups.

Around six months pregnant something major happened. On the internet I started talking to a black man. I arranged to hook up with him. Up front he told me he was very dominant and I would be his for the day. I just wanted fucked and said "whatever you want". I went to his apartment in a bad part of town. When I got there he let me just inside the door and ordered me to strip. I did as he ordered. As he led me inside he said he had a surprise for me. I turned the corner and got a shock. There were four other black men, all naked and stroking their cocks. LARGE COCKS. I really didn't have time to react, the guys were all over me like a pack of wolves. Hands and mouths all over my body. They shoved me down on my knees. There I was on a dirty getting my throat stuffed with my hands full of black cock. I was in heaven! This was so different than any other sex I had ever been part of. I guess it was a black, white thing. The men were very rough and verbal. Pulling my hair, calling me filthy, racial and degrading names. They would make me look up at them as they slapped me in the face with their cocks. Finally my host pulled his cock out of my mouth and told me he would only fuck me if I asked in a special way. He made me say "please fuck me with you big n****r dick". When I did he laid on the floor and pulled me on top of him. I guided his big cock inside my pussy and started riding. Another one of the guys got in behind me and started working his cock in my ass. My first double penetration! My advice to any other girl, TRY IT at least once! The men kept all three of my holes full all afternoon. I wasn't allowed to clean up as the men filled my pussy and covered my face with cum. When they were done I was a dirty, sweaty cum covered mess. I wanted to clean up but my host had one more degrading thing on his list. He pulled me in the bathroom and made me lay down in the bathtub. Then the men lined up and pissed on me one by one.
When I got home I immediately emailed him and told him I really liked it and offered to do it again. I was so happy when he said "yes". For the remainder of my pregnancy all the way up to the week I gave birth this man and his friends used me several times a week. I probably had sex with more than a dozen black men.
Now here is the secret of the confession. The constant sex was great and fulfilled my needs at the time. But it was the degrading and humiliation that really turned me on. After giving birth my hormones gave it a rest and i stopped craving constant sex. But the thought of being treated and used like a cheap whore gets me so excited!

I am going to have to go back eventually...

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Anonymous

by Anonymous on Aug 13, 2023 at 7:39 PM

I have been in your shoes. I have been fucked, rather, used, by a group of black men. It was not a one time thing either. I was constantly summoned to service them, three nights per weeks for about two years. The only reason it stopped was because I moved. I found this in my new location but it is not as frequent.

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Anonymous

by Anonymous on Aug 13, 2023 at 10:15 PM

Nothing wrong with you. I got so horny when I was pregnant I thought I was going to lose my mind. My husband was turned off by my baby bump, but I found two men across town who helped me out. One was a college student (I was 32 at the time) and this kid was fascinated by my bump for whatever reason and he could fuck you until you just had to push him away. The other guy was really good at going down, and he'd be down there for as long as a wanted. I kept seeing them until the day before I gave birth.

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