A Str8 Married Sissy In Training

I have always lived a str8 life.married most of my adult life. been bi on and off over the years. late in life now and our married sex live has slowed to a crawl. to be honest after so many years of rejection I turned to men.
Most men are just into getting off as I was. Then I turned to giving oral and even tried anal. I have a kinky mind for sure. I don’t get as hard as I once did and that has turned me into more of the giving role. very pleasurable in a different way.
I’ve for some years wanted to play a submissive role even with my wife in the bedroom. But she wanted nothing to do with that either. Every thing I tried to spice things up fell flat.
I have found a site to meet men. I have one regular I take care of his needs and love our roles.
I have recently meet a new man. Very much a real man. His slightly dominant and that his all the right spots for me. We have over the top hotttt chats.
We have meet up three times. Each time has been better and better.he is just a bit younger . Good body. Nice hard cock and perfect balls.
He has me watching sissy hypno porn each day. He calls me his sissy or gurl. And I’m instructed to call him master….
When we chat my pre-cum soaks my undies…
He enjoys kink as much as I do. It’s hard to find other men that will share kinky sex. But we are on the same page and we both are turned on by that fact. I have told hi my few things I will not explore with him. And he is excited…
I’m his sissy gurl now in training and he says I was born to please. I think he is correct. Can’t wait to explore kink and submission with him….
Golden showers is our next exploration…
Any other suggestions would be appreciated from this sissy in trying.
HOW CAN I BE THE BEST SISSY FOR A REAL MAN .