Straight Female / 25
Broken - I Need To Release You
For those of you who have seen me every year on the second Saturday of August, I feel I need to offer an explanation.
Saturday, August 14, was our day but it wasn't meant to be.
Life was pulled from him days before our appointed time and I cannot love another.
He had never seen me in the dress, so each year I pull it from my hope chest, wear it for him, and drive alone to his resting place. I relive our betrothal in my mind, and tell him, "Yes, I will marry you!"
I reach out my hand towards his stone, and remember the feeling of the ring.
Dan, I had already married you in my mind. I want you to know I saved myself for you. We waited. But only forever now in my dreams could I envision what our night may have been.
You would have loved this dress on me. I gave you back the ring, yesterday.
I need to heal.
Melinda
Saturday, August 14, was our day but it wasn't meant to be.
Life was pulled from him days before our appointed time and I cannot love another.
He had never seen me in the dress, so each year I pull it from my hope chest, wear it for him, and drive alone to his resting place. I relive our betrothal in my mind, and tell him, "Yes, I will marry you!"
I reach out my hand towards his stone, and remember the feeling of the ring.
Dan, I had already married you in my mind. I want you to know I saved myself for you. We waited. But only forever now in my dreams could I envision what our night may have been.
You would have loved this dress on me. I gave you back the ring, yesterday.
I need to heal.
Melinda
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