I just did something that I consider real kinky and naughty. I just hooked up with this guy that I knew casually for some-time over the years as an acquaintance. He is back to stay and invited me for a "drive" so I finally let him pick me up after months of him asking to go "driving" with me. Anyway, my honest intentions were just to talk and enjoy each others company with laughing etc. This guy has a girlfriend and I am in a weird relationship with a guy for 5 months now, whom I have never had sex with (cause he is a liar, I hardly see or get to talk with him). I am in my mid 20's I have not had sex with anyone for over 2 years by choice, I am one of those girls who are very particular about having SEX (oooooh). Anyway back to my story...While we were driving there was not much talking, but he stroked my legs and inner thighs and I did not stop him. He took me to this secluded place without asking or telling me and he started kissing my lips, breast and I allowed him to play with my clit. I never did it in a vehicle before and I never had sex with someone unless they were my boyfriend, but I felt comfortable with this guy. He moved real smooth the entire night, I could tell he had this planned out. He stayed on the drivers seat and pulled off his pants and underwear, he took my hand and had me stroke his penis. He told me he wanted to make me feel "good" I was hesitant at first, everything felt like it was going 100mph but I don't know what the hell got into me and I let him convince me easily. He put on his condom while I pulled down my panty, he came over to my passenger side and pulled back my chair. I opened my legs for him and I slid him in.
I could not believe how good this "sexual freedom" felt, at one point I felt I was beside myself, I could not believe this guy was on top of me pumping away and sucking my breast while he told me how good my pussy felt. What was so erotic that turned me on was the fact that we were partially dressed, I liked how he was so "in charge", I liked being under him and grinding his penis in my vagina as I fondled his back and buttocks while my feet were either on his back, dash or one on the steering wheel. I enjoyed being able to express myself without fear of anyone hearing me. The kinkiest part ( believe it or not), was the fact that I knew from the time we started I was just a fuck for the night, he did not care about me climaxing and as soon as he was done he drooped me home … this for some reason is a turn on for me…. (????). This may sound boring to some of you, but this was the kinkiest and erotic experience I have ever had with sex.
I most confess, I would feel some-what shame if he does not call me again.. but I don't have any regrets about what I did. I am so amazed on this "being naughty" feeling I want to do it again with him or perhaps occasionally with other male friends I have. Why haven't I ever done this before????? it will be our little fucking secret. Please gave me youir honest oppinions, is this a healthy or normal feeling?