Late To The Game.

I developed late. I don't know why... I got my first period later than all my friends and my boobs barely grew untill very late into my teens. But when they grew...the grew fast and full.
I have a 34dd boob size and I a super thin and only 5'4 so they look f'king huge on me.
If first I was not use to all the attention I was getting. I mean I have always been cute, popular, and no prude, but when my boobies bloomed almost over night the amount of attention I now get is f'king insane. I am constantly cat called, hit on, my girl friends' boy friends are constantly trying to creep into my DM's and get me to slide on the side with them, but I normally am better that that. I like sex, I like it alot.
I have always been the shy and submissive type who was insecure about my body so took the role doing what the guy needed to be pleased... i was the good girl who did what she was told in bed.
But the truth is I am starting to like being sexually objectified almost as much as f'king and pleasing. I have been working this summer at an outside dinner-bar on the beach and I wear tight halter tops with no bra or bikini tops slightly to small... yes I am show myself off on purpose. I love the looks....I am not only raking in tips like fucking crazy but the way full grown men look at me ... guys twice my age and f'king hot are drive me mad and actually getting me turned on.
I admit I started this for tips, and I love the tips... but the tips plus the constant being hit on it makes my so turned on. Honestly, i known for a while I want to fuck a customer... i know thats bad because i have a bf but he is getting his dream sex after every shift!! Plus finally men are just now notime ... i want fun on my terms for a change! It almost the end of the summer... I want too cross the line. All these men tipping me crazy amounts is too much... I need to bed one. I need to be the aggressor. This is the first time is my life that i get so sexually woked up that i become the agressor. I don't want to be the pretty, cute, submissive lay... I want pick I guy, do him, be be done with him.... I want use my new confidence to use a man just for sex like I gladly let many guys do with me in high school. Now ... it's my turn. I want to feel what it feels like just to use someone for sex.
So, last night, a hunk of an older surfer-daddy type , with muscles, beard, and tats came in. Despite his trophy wife with him his eyes were all over me. It just felt so empowering watching him watch me right in front of her. I was honestly wet by the end of his stay...he gawked at my tits so much. So, I put my number with a heart on this man's bill. He was married... his wife was right there ... he looked at me every time he could get away with it and he tipped me over 30%... he was fair game.
I handed him the bill (smiling) facing away from her so he'd see the number and she would not... this smart man quickly folded it and put it in his pocket... And yes he had the balls to text me later that night. He is game!
I am gonna fuck him and not tell my bf. I am going to fuck him and use his hot tattooed dad-bod for my pleasure. I am going to fuck him and disappear from his world at the end of the summer. I am going to fuck him and block his number when i got all i wanted. I am going fuck him and get all the organisms he can give me. I am going fuck him, use him for only my wants, not care about him or his wife or that he is a cheater, and i am gonna fuck him and embrace the fact that I can now get sex like this anytime I want.
Nobody needs to know. I bloomed late ... but nows it's my time... this is the real me.