I Don't Know What To Do.

Haven't posted in awhile cause my wife is on my case! She doesn't like the fact that I enjoy looking at porn! I have a high sex drive and I don't cheat so I just relax my mind by watching it that's all I don't even wank my cock, my wife gets the joy of fucking a hot blooded male and I don't fuck her thinking about thoses bitches I fuck her cause she's a women infront of me and I want to bang her better then the men on the porn video I want her to come harder then the women in the porn video. And yeah that's fake so she's getting a real horny man to fuck her but she hurts it and doesn't want me to do it. Fuck man I wish she wasn't like that.. I have a huge cock most of you men here said I'm lying but I promise you it's big and she loves it and fucks it good shes just to jealous fuck what to do...