they only said the truth. you belong to the streets. you're only good for using, not loving and raising a family. no shame or blame, just truth.
i would personally love to have a fuck slut like you to use.
Sorry Sweetheart - Unless you were r**ed or held down against your will, you did this to yourself.
You can't fuck guys like that and think they're going to treat you like the "Love of their life".
You can't fuck multiple guys at a time and act like you're the victim.
These are the choices you made and now you are living with the consequences.
Change you life, make better choices and things will probably look up for you.
Good luck!
Those are really mean things of them to say, I'm so sorry for you. If that's all you were to them they're the lowest scum, and you're much better off without them.
There is certainly some truth in the above comments. Lots of people on here like nothing more than to tear people down.
I'm sure this submission started slowly and didn't seem so cruel. It probably felt more loving. Now, your masters have decided that you need to be completely broken or they feel that you are truly used to completion.
The fact that you feel hurt and are protesting, leads me to believe that your dignity and self respect are still something that you value. Build on this. End your relationship with your master. Refuse to see him. Threaten to call the police if he touches you or shows up at your door. It will not be easy to reclaim your life. But, it's there for the taking.
Yes, those are not very nice words to say to me and about me, both the guys and the commenters. However, not needing them in my life is the truth. I should not be treated like that after giving them everything they wanted. But, now there is a void in my soul, a missing piece that connects me, the world around me and my sexual need. These men made me cum like nothing before and I miss that. I miss the attention. I feel sorry for myself, but I also know I need to move forward.
Chances are they were right. Usually women who want to be gangbanged wind up at the bottom of the social barrel. If you have no respect for yourself, don't expect it by guys who line up to pump you full of cum. ( On the other hand, if you're my Mom I'll overlook it).
Macie, the sexual part of your needs can be filled. Most middle aged, single men would love nothing more than a gf who wants a lot of sex! I'm sure that you will have your choice, of one or more. Be honest, to a point. They don't need to hear that you are a recovering sex submissive that has been roughly treated in the past.
The reconnecting to standard societal norms will be a bit trickier. Unfortunately, I'm probably not qualified to help you here. Consider talking to a therapist to help with your self image.
Aside from that, I'd suggest getting yourself some new toys, start agreeing to go out with the work crowd, stop by a bar for a drink on the way home and fire up some dating apps!
Best of luck!
So from these wildly differing comments and the main post: I surmise this: Macie, you're psychologically damaged, your mind's been conditioned to want orgasms as a dopamine hit, to feel good about your self, as a form of validation (you said you miss the attention) and now you're wallowing in self pity and possibly regret. You need to seek professional help in order to break from this conditioning.
I'd tend to agree with the first two commenters and Seagull (again, damn you! :)). You have to have a degree of responsibility and accountability and face the consequences of your actions.
I note you say they dismissed you but you haven't actually left this group of men, it sounds like you're just in your hovel typing away and seeing what the replied are like.
Or this could just be fiction pandering to male fantasies and their attention.
I am to blame here too. I crave the attention and the orgasms.
My Sir, well ex Sir, texted me after a day and a half and said we are done. He gave me feedback from the other guys (all negative) and he asked to not contact him. It was harsh and cold.
I need to just move on.
Hello Macie.
I'm an old guy.
I like to read these postings because they are so varied and can be so bizarre, weird, odd, hot, or, every now and then, simply magnificent, usually when someone, usually a woman, repeatedly and regularly gives of herself for the satisfaction of others.
Nothing surprises me anymore and most people who post on here are genuine and actually are seeking some input about a particular situation or attitude they have encountered.
First of all, there is nothing wrong with you.
So do not, I repeat DO NOT go to a therapist.
That means you are approaching your situation as if it's your fault or because you think you may have some sort of underlying psycho-sexual problem because your Uncle Joe fingered you once when you were a little girl or you happened to see your Dad's dick once after a shower.
Truth is, we ALL have some kind of psycho-sexual hang-up deep down.
We all are sex addicts in some way, shape, or form.
So. to repeat. There is nothing wrong with you.
In fact, IMO, you're special.
You're a woman who not only likes to fuck a lot, and that's hot, but
you're a woman who likes to fuck a lot of guys at the same time, and on a regular basis.
And that's even hotter.
Obviously, verbal abuse is a crucial part of some kinks.
However, unless you specifically requested it because it turns you on, or if it's being done out of a need to purposely humiliate or denigrate you, it is unacceptable.
Period. And you should never tolerate it.
You said,
"These men made me cum like nothing before and I miss that. I miss the attention."
I do not know how you ended up with these guys, but you need to get new ones.
So tell them to fuck off.
There are plenty of guys who will respect you while they gangbang you.
There are plenty of guys that will respect you doing that with other guys.
Some would even encourage you and would help you make arrangements.
I did as my last wife did, and I was no cuck.
I enjoyed fucking her after she was all fucked out and full of cum,
when her pussy and ass were "gaping fuck holes" to use their adjectives.
So start anew with some new guys.
Tell the others to fuck off.
Wish you the best and wish you were here in Dallas.
Yes, I may be horny and slutty and overly submissive, but I am not going to stay with men who believe the words they called me.
Thank you for everyone’s input. It is appreciated.
