Ultimate

I like to think of myself as pretty tough. I’m in good shape, work out daily and fought my way out of a tough childhood. I think men look at me as a cute, little Latina but I have fight if you cross me.

One day not long ago though I was with some friends including a gay man. We were joking around and one of the girls asked if I was a Dom or a sub. I was genuinely confused and the girls all joked that I was likely a Dom but I just raised my hands and admitted I had no idea. Our gay friend explained what dominant and submissive meant and I said I was straight and dated men. They laughed and explained why that didn’t matter. I just laughed along and let them say I was at tough girl Dom.

While I don’t let anyone push me around I still got a little stuck on the idea. A few days later I went out with a guy I had been seeing. We went to dinner and went to his place. We had made love before and it was a mutually satisfying experience. But this time as we were kissing in his bed and he spread my legs and got between them something occurred to me. As he picked up his pace and we were heaving and moaning and he looked at me and asked if he could cum inside of me it dawned on me.

The act of letting a man kiss me deeply, place his hands on my breasts, my pussy, put his fingers inside me and then spread my legs and slide his hard cock inside of me and then release his seed deep inside my body is the ultimate in submission. Not negative because I enjoy it and fully participate but still…what could be more of a submission?

I don’t think of myself as weaker for the knowledge or allowing it. I once dated a guy who did not want to hear about my previous lovers. I thought he was silly. But now I kind of get it. It is so intimate. When I turn over, get on all fours and lift my ass for a man to take me from behind, usually with great intensity….again what could be more of a submission. Trusting that he won’t take my ass, cum inside me if I don’t want..

Anyway, this all probably sounds silly. But if my friends bring it up again I think in all honestly I’d have to admit that I submit whenever it happens.