Sad Sad Day

My brother got married last weekend and it was the saddest day of my young life. This is because my brother is and was everything to me. We are a year apart in age. We have the same circle of friends. We both followed in our parent’s footsteps and went to the same university.

Here is the problem, during Covid we also were sexually intimate. It stopped in the last few months due to his pending marriage.

It started out of complete boredom. It continued because it was safe, fun and convenient. Sexually, we did it all on a regular basis. I have missed it the last few months and now he has moved out and on and I feel alone.