Slow Learner

Like most women I have always wanted children of my own. But, getting them is where I froze. Being made pregnant, bring pregnant, child birth, nursing, years and years of raising a child, the sheer cost in time, money and giving up my lifestyle, all consumed me and froze me solid.

I was encouraged as a young girl to be a good wife, a good mother. The sacrifice was worth it, so what if you follow a man, clean up after him. Think of what you get in return. It was in this state of mind that I went to college. It was in this frame of mine that I left my apartment to join a friend and go out for pizza. Being a virgin didn't bother me, I didn't dwell on it. Considering the alternative, having sex. No thank you.

As we were leaving my neighbor asked if I would come over later for a surprise birthday for her roommate. I agreed and asked if my friend could come, yes she was a girl, so my neighbor agreed. At the surprise I learned after they kissed and hung o each other that they were more than roommates. My friend held onto my hand and arm. She whispered in my ear that they were such a cute couple, and she kissed my cheek and declared her love for me. I was stunned and when she put her arms under mine and hugged on me I had to hold her back. Amazing my neighbor said, to think we had lived next door for over a year and we were just now coming out to each other.

I woke up with my friend, kissed, fondled, licked and cuddled. I was struggling but she was liberated. Like it or not I was now in another world. Now we were two couples, we dated together, had overnights together. When your face is between your now girlfriend's legs and your neighbor is right beside you licking her way around her girlfriend you're pretty sure it's lesbian behavior.