I Got What I Asked For And Am Still Paying For It

i got married at 24, she was 21, and we are still married 17 years later. i've not cheated on my wife, this entire time, but we've had a very strange marriage.

she was high school cheer leader that turned me on. after i returned home after graduating college with a degree in Software Engineering, we met and dated for a couple years, i knew she had multiple guys she was seeing. we decided to get married.

everything was great. i had the girl i wanted to be with my Senior year in HS, we were trying to start a family, i was well established in my career by that time, but i didn't have a clue that she was marrying me because i was an Engineer.

we liked to tell each other stories when we were in bed, it got us hot for each other, not that we needed any help there, but it was still our kink that we shared. one night, my story was her having sex with another guy. she got so hot! we did it all night long and into the next morning. i called in sick for work, there was no way i was working after that!

this is where things went crazy.

the next night, she teased me about what i had said the night before about her having sex with another guy. she asked if i was serious, that i would be ok with her having sex with other guys. i had to think about it for a moment, and i told her that i knew she had multiple guys she dated when we were going out, and that was ok with me. so i then gave her a direct answer, "yes, i'm good with that idea."

she told me that a few of the guys she knew from HS, still called her up and wanted to have sex. she resisted, but it was getting harder and harder to say, "no" the more they pressed her. she asked if i was really ok with her being with others.

at that point we'd been married a couple of months, but her dating other guys when we went out was really hot to me, so i told her, "yes, i think that would be alright." it didn't take long at all!

the next day i came home and she wanted sex immediately! that was not uncommon for us. i got her in bed, and i grabber her by the tits and pulled her on top of me and she eased down onto me cock. WOW! she slid onto me like i was not even there. she pushed down on me, and told me, "i've been with someone else today. he just left about a half hour ago. do you feel his cum in me?" i shot it all there!!!

she kept on me, riding me, and telling me about him. i was hard again in no time at all. she showed me pics or her sucking him, and then kissed me! i nutted in her again! i dumped in her 4 times before i was too sore to continue. she had his cum in her when i had "very sloppy seconds" and i kissed her mouth just minutes after she sucked him and swallowed his cum. when she told me that he had "claimed her" for his gf, i didn't make any protest.

i loved that she was having sex with this other guy, but there is always some twist in my life.

we'd been trying to get a "bun in the oven" so to say for several weeks. we finally made it! we were so happy, over joyed. we continued on having even more sex, and she we with "her bf" even more since she was pregnant alright, we didn't have to worry about her getting knocked up by him.

the day arrived, we raced to the hospital, and after 17 hours of labor, she delivered a beautiful baby girl. a black baby girl. neither of us, to our knowledge had any black in our direct lines. but his beautiful baby girl was unmistakably black as midnight. i knew she was not mine, but the child of my wife's bf.

he wanted no part of a child. he picked up and moved before the month was up.

i have been raising the that beautiful girl as my own. i told everyone that my Great Grandfather had been black. it became the official accepted story, by all. i even dug up an elderly black gentleman's photo from the internet and we printed it, framed it, and hung it in our living room along with out family pictures.

back track a bit: when we got home with our girl and everything settled down, my wife and i talked about if we'd ever tell our daughter the real story. my wife thought that our daughter should eventually know, but said she would be too embarrassed to tell her, so if i wanted, i could tell her. we agreed that when she was 16, we, or more rightly, i would tell her.

well, she's 16 now, and she knows. i told her about a month ago.

i told her of her mother's on going relationship with other men, and that i was good with her doing so (though i didn't say that her mom is much more careful now), and that she was the product of our love and her mother's bf.

now the real twist. last week when her mother was not home, and is still out of town, our beautiful daughter asked: "so, i'm not really any physical relation to you, am i ?" i was shocked, and embarrassed to say, but told her: "physically, no, you are not." she looked at me and just kind of said: "ok."

my relationship not only to her, but with her, is drastically changing!

i'm sorry for the length, i'll do a part 2 if you want to know

Comments

Anonymous

by Anonymous on Sep 2, 2023 at 11:23 AM

Another poorly written piece of crap.

Apparently you couldn't be bothered to capitalize anything except Software, Engineer, Senior and High School.

I guess we know where you peaked in life.

Go back to third grade and learn grammar.

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Anonymous

by Anonymous on Sep 2, 2023 at 1:36 PM

#1 thank you so much for your comments. I'm sure that capitalization in an online porn blog is so much more important than bettering human life with real world solutions to assist in their health and welfare, or providing tools to assist in industry support. thank you, i'll get out my Harbrace now and not leave it until i am a master of punctuation and papitalization.

BTW: post for us the numbers for the things you've share online. please, i would like your fine examples to follow.

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Anonymous

by Anonymous on Sep 2, 2023 at 3:17 PM

Sorry, I fell asleep at about half way thru this rambling attempt at writing.. Just to hard to figure out what you're trying to say.

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Anonymous

by Anonymous on Sep 2, 2023 at 3:27 PM

Really enjoying the confession and would dearly like to hear part 2.

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Anonymous

by Anonymous on Sep 3, 2023 at 5:40 AM

Me too please. Can you post #2

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Anonymous

by Anonymous on Sep 3, 2023 at 4:41 PM

Turn in your man card Rob. Posted about 25 things. I thought SEs were smarter than that.

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Anonymous

by Anonymous on Sep 3, 2023 at 10:04 PM

#6 who i think is also #1 of course you did, but, yet, still no numbers here to show those 25 that you posted and emphasize to all how wonderful of writer you are. oh, please, post the numbers so i can have a literary god give me examples on how to write. please, i'm on my knees begging you now!

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Anonymous

by Anonymous on Sep 5, 2023 at 7:10 AM

The grammar n**i's are always waiting to pounce like Karen busybodies. They contribute nothing and are insignificant. I much prefer to read an honest, from the heart confession, even if it is expressed in raw not so refined manner.

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Anonymous

by Anonymous on Sep 5, 2023 at 7:11 AM

The grammar police are always waiting to pounce like Karen busybodies. They contribute nothing and are insignificant. I much prefer to read an honest, from the heart confession, even if it is expressed in raw not so refined manner.

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