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My Family
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Straight Male / 37
Guilty Conscience
I did something potentially immoral. Struggling with the guilt, but at the same time I'm extremely turned on by it and I want to do it again.
*Let me preface by saying this was between two consenting adults*
I might have crossed a line with my daughter.
She is 19 (yes I had her at a young age.) She moved in with me after hs because I live near the college she's attending, she lives at home to save money. We have always had a good, close relationship, her mom and I split a long time ago, but I have remained a very active involved parent. She has slept in just a bra and panties for years and is comfortable around me wearing just that. While I had observed the fact that she is objectively quite attractive, I had never had any sexual fantasies or desires involving her. I have had a handful of short term relationships after her mom and I split, but nothing serious and nothing during the past year ish that she has lived here.
I respect her independence as an adult, and I told her she can bring a boyfriend here and while I didn't outright say it, I implied that I was ok with her having sex. So last year she found a new bf pretty quickly. He would come to the house from time to time on a Friday or Saturday. At first he would leave around 9 or 10, but gradually he started staying later and eventually staying the night completely. One night, it was probably around 11, I was in the living room watching tv, and they were in her room with the door shut. I had to go to the bathroom which is right next to her room, and as I approached I heard soft moaning. As I said, I knew she was active, and I had I never had any impure thoughts of her, but this sound really caught my attention! I crept to her door and turned my ear toward it. I stayed and listened for at least a solid minute and I had a raging hardon. For the first time I was vividly imagining her making love. Eventually I made myself back away and go to the bathroom and return to the tv. But later that night I jerked for the first time in quite a while. I used porn, but thoughts of her snuck into my mind unexpectedly.
Afterwards I felt a lot of guilt. I felt like a perv. I was pretty successful at not thinking about her like that anymore but I noticed I was hornier overall for a while. I hadn't jerked very often but I now I was doing it more. Even though I was wrestling with guilt over it, I found myself taking more "bathroom trips" while she had her boyfriend over, secretly hoping to overhear something again. I did hear them a couple more times during that year, but usually I didn't. The last time, I actually played with myself lightly while listening for a few minutes.
Anyway they broke up in like February or March so she has been single since then. Well we've always had shows we watch together over the years, and some of them have had mild sex scenes, like the Marvel netflix shows. Recently we were looking for a new show and she said game of thrones. I saw it as it released but she's never seen it but wanted to. I remembered some sexual elements but not the degree.
Anyway we're watching one evening, in our pjs and it's steamy, I get a hard on. My dick is about 7 inch so would be noticeable, but we're on opposite sides of the couch and I have a pillow on my lap so I'm not too worried. But I needed to readjust so I bring my knees up and pull my the waistband on my shorts so my dick can move and be more comfortable instead of straining against my shorts. Well when I do this she laughs a little bit. I look over and say "what," but she just gives like a half grin. She definitely knew what I was doing, but she didn't say anything else.
But just the fact that she acknowledged it got my mind racing. I felt like it was mildly flirtatious, otherwise she just would have ignored it. After the episode we went to bed like normal. I jerked and when I was done I went to the bathroom. I could hear her moaning! She was playing with herself and moaning audibly. Not super loud, but she definitely wasn't trying to be quiet. I normally try to walk silently in these situations but something posessed me to be loud enough to hear. I used the bathroom quickly and when I was done i opened the door loudly. I could still hear her moan even though she had to know I was out there. I went to bed but I couldn't stop thinking about her I had to jerk again before I could sleep.
A few days later we were watching again. Like i said she wears bra and panties for pjs. Not sexy panties just regular underwear. But she always has a blanket on her lap when we watch tv. This time she didn't. She had her legs out sideways a little bit towards me on the couch. The first episode didn't have any sex but the second one did. I got hard again. I readjusted like last time, and she looked over right at me. Right at my crotch region. Eventually she met my eyes, and she straightened one leg with the other still bent so her crotch was open. My heart was about to pound out of my chest
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*Let me preface by saying this was between two consenting adults*
I might have crossed a line with my daughter.
She is 19 (yes I had her at a young age.) She moved in with me after hs because I live near the college she's attending, she lives at home to save money. We have always had a good, close relationship, her mom and I split a long time ago, but I have remained a very active involved parent. She has slept in just a bra and panties for years and is comfortable around me wearing just that. While I had observed the fact that she is objectively quite attractive, I had never had any sexual fantasies or desires involving her. I have had a handful of short term relationships after her mom and I split, but nothing serious and nothing during the past year ish that she has lived here.
I respect her independence as an adult, and I told her she can bring a boyfriend here and while I didn't outright say it, I implied that I was ok with her having sex. So last year she found a new bf pretty quickly. He would come to the house from time to time on a Friday or Saturday. At first he would leave around 9 or 10, but gradually he started staying later and eventually staying the night completely. One night, it was probably around 11, I was in the living room watching tv, and they were in her room with the door shut. I had to go to the bathroom which is right next to her room, and as I approached I heard soft moaning. As I said, I knew she was active, and I had I never had any impure thoughts of her, but this sound really caught my attention! I crept to her door and turned my ear toward it. I stayed and listened for at least a solid minute and I had a raging hardon. For the first time I was vividly imagining her making love. Eventually I made myself back away and go to the bathroom and return to the tv. But later that night I jerked for the first time in quite a while. I used porn, but thoughts of her snuck into my mind unexpectedly.
Afterwards I felt a lot of guilt. I felt like a perv. I was pretty successful at not thinking about her like that anymore but I noticed I was hornier overall for a while. I hadn't jerked very often but I now I was doing it more. Even though I was wrestling with guilt over it, I found myself taking more "bathroom trips" while she had her boyfriend over, secretly hoping to overhear something again. I did hear them a couple more times during that year, but usually I didn't. The last time, I actually played with myself lightly while listening for a few minutes.
Anyway they broke up in like February or March so she has been single since then. Well we've always had shows we watch together over the years, and some of them have had mild sex scenes, like the Marvel netflix shows. Recently we were looking for a new show and she said game of thrones. I saw it as it released but she's never seen it but wanted to. I remembered some sexual elements but not the degree.
Anyway we're watching one evening, in our pjs and it's steamy, I get a hard on. My dick is about 7 inch so would be noticeable, but we're on opposite sides of the couch and I have a pillow on my lap so I'm not too worried. But I needed to readjust so I bring my knees up and pull my the waistband on my shorts so my dick can move and be more comfortable instead of straining against my shorts. Well when I do this she laughs a little bit. I look over and say "what," but she just gives like a half grin. She definitely knew what I was doing, but she didn't say anything else.
But just the fact that she acknowledged it got my mind racing. I felt like it was mildly flirtatious, otherwise she just would have ignored it. After the episode we went to bed like normal. I jerked and when I was done I went to the bathroom. I could hear her moaning! She was playing with herself and moaning audibly. Not super loud, but she definitely wasn't trying to be quiet. I normally try to walk silently in these situations but something posessed me to be loud enough to hear. I used the bathroom quickly and when I was done i opened the door loudly. I could still hear her moan even though she had to know I was out there. I went to bed but I couldn't stop thinking about her I had to jerk again before I could sleep.
A few days later we were watching again. Like i said she wears bra and panties for pjs. Not sexy panties just regular underwear. But she always has a blanket on her lap when we watch tv. This time she didn't. She had her legs out sideways a little bit towards me on the couch. The first episode didn't have any sex but the second one did. I got hard again. I readjusted like last time, and she looked over right at me. Right at my crotch region. Eventually she met my eyes, and she straightened one leg with the other still bent so her crotch was open. My heart was about to pound out of my chest
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