I'm Really In A Baby Daddy Relationship

Once upon a time I got involved with a man 25 years older than me. I was pretty young then. It was both an emotional connection and an intimate relationship. I was his work girlfriend for six years. We slowed down the intimacy as he got older and I moved in with them. His wife at times is overly upset about his 'performance' , she encouraged me when it started and she wants me close to him. Women, who understands them?

I remain emotionally attached, I speak with him daily, I can talk with him for an hour. On Christmas morning I sit at his knee when he hands out the little blue boxes to his girls. I tell him I love him, he calls me pet names, I'm his sweetheart. His wife is my professional mentor. It's pretty i****tuous, and its not unusual for me to wake up with him. It's truly a Baby Daddy thing, with Mommy supervising. She's as likely to tell me to go see if my Daddy needs something as she is telling me that Joe's going to be out later in the afternoon.