Recently I've started to realize he is flattered by my attention and does have some attraction to me, although I know he doesn't feel the same way.
The problem is that he's 13, and I've had feelings for him for ages, probably years. As he gets older and more mature, physically and mentally, I just fall for him even harder, so I don't know how to stop feeling this way.
I love him so much it hurts. It's not getting any easier.


