I fucked the guy who works in the bar below where I live. It was good and we'd been kind of hot for each other for a while but my BF and I had been living in the place together for a couple of years and he only recently moved out. ANy way three days after we did it I got really drunk and went down stairs and tried to get his number from the bartender that was working that night but she wouldn't give it to me. So I ended up calling my neighbor who was out of town to give me his #. SHe gave it to me but before I called him I realized I was acting like a psycho. I was totally embarrased and was sure he was going to think I was crazy. But then 2 days after that I came home after spending the night out and there was a not stuck on my door saying, "I have no way of getting a hold of you, my # is ..., call me" So I called him but he never called back. WTF Now I'm really embarrased. I don't want to face him.


