After 9 Years Of Marraige.

After nine years of faithful marraige, two kids together, I cheated on my husband and I was actually surpized how easily I did it and how I basically don't even have guilt.
I never told my husband becuase he thinks I am a good conserative women but in college i played around with sex work to help pay my bills. I basically did college sugar baby dates before it all got popular and trendy and i particularly slept with a handful of married men. I was always amazed at how easily they cheated and never had any guilt.
Well my husband is successful enough that we have money and ill never need to sell myself again but i kept wonder if i had the guts to cheat like those men i fucked in college did. I mean they had no guilt. They'd be screwing me and texting thier wife stuff like "got a late meeting, be home late, wait up, i want to tell you about my day, i love you so much. " ... then do me lol.
I remember asking this man i had man fucking how he could be like that... we laughed and said ... "She is my wife, your just someone i get off with, as long as she never finds out who cares"
So, sex with my hubby was getting boring but i still love him, but i wanted excitement and as a stay home mom i have lots of time on my hands. When my vibrator wasn't helping much anymore i texted a dad i know from my kid's school. Our kid's had a few play dates, he was flirty enough. His wife is not atractive at all. I asked him if he could sneak away from work for a play date with out the kids and bit right away.
Just over an hour ago i rode a married man, who was not my husband on our bad. I am a cheater. It was good. I don't plan to stop. He was just a dick, he meant nothing to me, he did make me cum but i want to keep finding new men too. I see how men get addicted to cheating. It such a rush!
I have to go clean the sheets now before my husband gets home. Lol