Been Gay All My Life

I had a friend in school, Marcelo. Marcelo was always trying to get me to do things, like kiss. We were fourteen and even then I knew that was a gay. He would get me into a position and press his advantage, grab me hard and force kiss me. One day we were at my house and we were listening to music and he got almost completely on top of me and while he did the usual, grab me hard, he kissed me until he got his tongue in me. And that day he got my dick out and sucked me.

Marcelo was a tough guy and he managed to get me on my stomach and he pulled my pants down and he ran his naked dick along my butt crack. He opened my crack with his two thumbs and put is dick up against my hole. I instinctively tightened up, but he had the advantage of weight and position and he got his dick in me. That was the last straw, no like it or not I was a queer and he was the man that did it. P.S., I really liked it, but I'm guessing you knew that.

Marcelo was a kisser. He loved to kiss and make out. He borrowed his mom's station wagon and we went to this dark street and sat in the car and made out while we had our dicks out. I loved to get down and suck him, there's something about sucking the man that makes you feel good. Especially if you can make him spit his load on you. I hate to admit it but I was cock sucker before I even knew what that meant. Marcelo had a real nice looking dick. It was big enough that when I held it I could get my whole fist around it. I loved rubbing his dick all over my face while I sucked him. He wanted a queer, boy I was as queer as I could be. I wore tight pants and was happy to lower them for him.

Marcelo had an uncle who owned a used car dealership. He took me over there, at that time we were both driving. His uncle had a huge collection of gay magazines. We spent all afternoon on the sofa of his uncle's office going through those magazines. If a boy needs to learn to worship dicks, that will do it for you. I loved all those dicks, some were just plain naked. But some were hard and some had action going on. Both oral and anal. Either way, I preferred the action pictures.

It didn't cross my mind to ask why his uncle had so much gay magazines. It wasn't until I was out of high school that I found his uncle was one big time homosexual. I never did suck his dick or have him fuck me. He didn't mess with kids. Unless messing with kids counts if he let us go through his magazines.

Marcelo and I went our separate ways. It was just the thing to do, join the Army and find a trade or career. No one we knew went to college. I learned how to do machining in the Army and it was easy to get a job when I got out. I was on my own in the Army and finding someone to impress wasn't easy. If you were caught it was an automatic dishonorable discharge.

I found a group of homosexuals. I'm still a homosexual.