Open Relationship

My husband and I live our lives on separate sides of the clock. He works days and I work nights. We have been married for 28 years and we have existed in an open relationship for the majority of it. When the opportunity arises, we do have sex with each other. It is maybe twice a month, which by all accounts of my friends is more than their own relationships with their husbands or boyfriends.

I have always enjoy sex, probably to the point of being a slut. Recently, I have grown into a submissive. As I read and watch porn, I think the correct moniker is a submissive fucktoy. I have relationships with several dominants and I submit to all of them when in the bedroom. They all know of each other and have no issues with it. By the way, it is my body, so it my choices and my decisions.

In recent meetings with each of them, I have floated the idea of all of them taking me to the sex club dungeon and giving me the submission of all submissions. My husband knows of my desire and, as our relationship calls out, he is fine with it.

Last week, this submission happened. My four dominants took me to a place physically, mentally and sexually that I had never been to. The time in the dungeon lasted a little over four hours. It began as me kneeling and waiting for them to enter the dungeon and finished with me thanking them for giving me this night. During the night, I did everything imaginable - at least I think so. I was spanked, restrained, attached to pieces of furniture right out of torture rooms, I rode a Sybian (fuck that was good), I was made airtight, I was machine fucked in all of my holes, all while being on a leash!!! My mom and dad would croak!!! However, while all were naughty and fun, the best part of the night was servicing my dominants with my mouth. Sucking cock, for me, is a spiritual play. The pleasure I and my mouth give a man and his cock is the ultimate pleasure for me. Of course I always swallow. This night I swallowed nine loads and I would have swallowed more. These men broke me in that room. I am fully submissive to them and now I am theirs. My husband has been informed of this and he, as always, is fine with it.

Being 51, I have a lot of years left and I plan to take this ride for all it has to offer. These men will be part of it, including my loving husband. The rules are being worked out by the four dominants. They will be reviewed with me prior to me turning myself over to them as a collared and submissive slut to my new owners. I feel like I am in my natural setting now. I feel protected. I feel wanted. Although I was fully broken that night, I feel completely whole.

Thank you for reading my confession.