Straight Female / 37
I Suppose It Was 'momentous' And I Won't Tell Him Otherwise
I was still a virgin. These should not matter but to him it was like a g*ft from the Gods. A virgin.
In high school not yet experienced in sex I lost my boyfriend to a horrible accident in which his mother and little sister also died. We had been friends since the first grade. I was a zombie, I went through years of therapy. I stayed home for college, I never dated. As uncomfortable as the thought was, my mother prayed a young man would come and have his way with me. 'You're a woman now, you need a man'.
Looking back the simple word for my condition is grief. But that grief is what kept me a virgin. A woman in every other way. And now in his presence I let it slip, that no man has been there. And he was going to be the one to deflower me. Destroy me. Assault my virgin body. Make a woman out of me.
I had known him for six years. He was no my direct supervisor. It started as a simple request, one that I had requested many times before. To take me to lunch. I did not like going to a restaurant alone. It was there during lunch sharing what can only be described as too much information. No I wasn't into dating. No I had not dated in college. And not dated since I lost my friend some twenty years earlier.
He offered to relieve me of my condition. Why? Because he would get a virgin.
In high school not yet experienced in sex I lost my boyfriend to a horrible accident in which his mother and little sister also died. We had been friends since the first grade. I was a zombie, I went through years of therapy. I stayed home for college, I never dated. As uncomfortable as the thought was, my mother prayed a young man would come and have his way with me. 'You're a woman now, you need a man'.
Looking back the simple word for my condition is grief. But that grief is what kept me a virgin. A woman in every other way. And now in his presence I let it slip, that no man has been there. And he was going to be the one to deflower me. Destroy me. Assault my virgin body. Make a woman out of me.
I had known him for six years. He was no my direct supervisor. It started as a simple request, one that I had requested many times before. To take me to lunch. I did not like going to a restaurant alone. It was there during lunch sharing what can only be described as too much information. No I wasn't into dating. No I had not dated in college. And not dated since I lost my friend some twenty years earlier.
He offered to relieve me of my condition. Why? Because he would get a virgin.
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