So, I left this girl I was with for my now wife, the things is, I never lost any feelings whatsoever for the first one. I still talk to her, and my wife knows this. But I love her more than I can express. Many days, if it weren't for my step-daughter, I think I would have already left. But the two of them are somewhat friends also, and even if I did bring myself to leave, I don't know that she'd want me anymore anyway. But nothing, nothing, is a greater desire for me than her. Rarely a night goes by that I don't fall asleep thinking of her.

I love you my red star.