It's Time For Me To Grow Up And Make My Life Meaningful And Complete

I am 32 and have only been in lesbian relationships. They all seem to have the same trajectory, hot and hot, and move in and let's party, then dead. Dead. No desire. And breaking up and moving out and starting over again, until the next hot, hot girl comes around.

I want to change sides, go across the isle and rename myself and go straight. I want a husband and I want a family of at least two or if possible three kids, a nice big Lab and a yard for him to run around in. I want a wedding, a real wedding with the blessing of my father and my Church. I know I will have to work at it all my life. But maybe I can find a platonic lesbian relationship that is fulfilling. I promise that I will not cheat on my husband, it's just to precious a thing to have, a husband and a family, to lose it by cheating.

I have been practicing. I keep my sex out of my feelings. No more sex with women. Period. I don't care how hard the pull is. I have a man friend, he is very nice to me, and he has at times called me his girlfriend, and I do go over and cook for him. I want him to know that I am and can be a full time housewife as well as a fulltime mother for him. I've learned to hug him and have him hug me without that feeling of personal space invasion. He has asked me to marry him.

My female body is perfectly fit for a man. No question about it. I'm not twenty one but at thirty two I'm hot enough. If it takes me however long to learn and get used the touch of a man, meaning of course, a man having intercourse with me, I will learn. I've made up my mind.

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# 67965 - by Solange / October 5, 2023

by Anonymous on Oct 5, 2023 at 3:07 PM

Allow me to give you some advice.
You cannot change the chemistry within you.
You are a lesbian.
You're always going to have a strong attraction for women.

But you can adapt and have a happy marriage if you find the right guy that will help you incorporate all of who you are sexually into a positive relationship with him.

This will require you to be totally honest with him.
And to seek his help in embracing all the ways that women love cock and how that works for you.

If you try and just fit into some traditional, inflexible hetero role because you think that's the only way you can be fulfilled, you might do fine for awhile, but the desires will be there and eventually you will succumb.

One of the problems with lesbian subculture is it's dependence on being anti-male.
Smart, creative, and adaptable lesbian women are, in my experience, almost always bi, because they have found men who can work with them in bringing out all aspects of their needs and wants.
You can do whatever you want within the confines of your marriage.

If you have a need for it to be legitimate, it can look as legitimate as you want.
Behind closed doors, it's your and your husband's business and no one else.
Be proud of your sexuality and the time you've spent been only lesbian.
Don't hide it. Incorporate it.

And don't jump at the first guy that comes along, either.
Go to some alternate lifestyle clubs (the uninformed public uses the term "swinger club")
Experiment. Get some advice.

Talk to bi-women who are married.
You be surprised how many there are.
If your friends are negative, then get new friends.

I just turned 70. But if I was 25-30 years younger, and you're as hot as you sound, and have the kind of attitude I sense you do from this post, I'd marry you in a heartbeat and we'd go find you together.

Best of luck and good hunting, sweetie.

P.S. Ignore any negative comments about your post. There're some commenters that that is all they do.

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