Well, here is what I have done and never told anyone.
One morning I got up out of bed when I was 19 (and married) and didn't bother to dress for some reason. I think it was because I was intending on going back to sleep. I was wearing my blanket and walked downstairs to get a drink or something and was in the kitchen when my little sister came in. She was 12 and already built like a full grown supermodel. We talked for a second or two and as I was about to walk away she reached into my blanket and grabbed hold of my dick. It was still recovering from morning wood (how I miss it) and was still a little hard. Then she said something like "ooh sexy" and let go and went and sat down like nothing happened. I was more than a little shocked and did not know what to do right then.
So a couple days later I was in the living room watching tv while the rest of the family was gone (except sis). Sis comes down and is all wrapped in a blanket and lays down on the floor on her belly. While we are watching tv she starts talking about her breasts. How she thinks they are small and ugly. I tell her to show me and she does. They were perfect. She said she thought they were different sizes and that I had to hold them to tell. So I did. I had a boner as solid as granite. But that was all she would let me do.
Time passes and we have moved to another house. We had not done anything else for a couple years. Then one day I was in the bathroom taking a dump. The bathrooms were connected and sis was taking a shower. All of a sudden she walks in. Completely nude and still very moist from the shower. Her body was absolutely perfect. Without thinking I reached out and touched her pussy. With the other hand I grabbed her boob. I pulled her to me and started eating her out. After a few minutes I said "Fuck me" and she said "No, I can't" I kept on eating her and then said it again "Fuck me". And then she pushed me back, turned around and sat on my dick. I felt her cherry pop and the blazing heat of her insides. We went at it for a litle bit and then she got up real fast and walked out leaving me with the biggest hard on I have ever had.
Before I knew it we were having sex nearly every day. This went on for almost 3 years. My wife never knew what was going on. It was the most incredible sex I have ever known.
Then one day she met this guy. Real nice guy. My best friend. When she got serious about him she stopped our "fun time". It had been years and I still get hard every time I think about any one of the hundreds of times we had sex.
I hope that one day she and I will get to play around again. She acts like she doesn't even remember any of it. She will not talk about it at all. We are still like best friends, but with a secret we cannot discuss. She is 27 now and I am 34 and it all seems like yesterday to me. Maybe one day in a moment of weakness she will let me once again know her like I have so many times before. At least that hope allows me to live another day.
So, that is my secret. It is not my only one, just the one that will never, ever leave my lips. I just had to relate this to someone. Even if anonymously. The burden of carrying it around for the last 10+ years is wearing me down. Now I can at least know that someone has been told what we have done.
One morning I got up out of bed when I was 19 (and married) and didn't bother to dress for some reason. I think it was because I was intending on going back to sleep. I was wearing my blanket and walked downstairs to get a drink or something and was in the kitchen when my little sister came in. She was 12 and already built like a full grown supermodel. We talked for a second or two and as I was about to walk away she reached into my blanket and grabbed hold of my dick. It was still recovering from morning wood (how I miss it) and was still a little hard. Then she said something like "ooh sexy" and let go and went and sat down like nothing happened. I was more than a little shocked and did not know what to do right then.
So a couple days later I was in the living room watching tv while the rest of the family was gone (except sis). Sis comes down and is all wrapped in a blanket and lays down on the floor on her belly. While we are watching tv she starts talking about her breasts. How she thinks they are small and ugly. I tell her to show me and she does. They were perfect. She said she thought they were different sizes and that I had to hold them to tell. So I did. I had a boner as solid as granite. But that was all she would let me do.
Time passes and we have moved to another house. We had not done anything else for a couple years. Then one day I was in the bathroom taking a dump. The bathrooms were connected and sis was taking a shower. All of a sudden she walks in. Completely nude and still very moist from the shower. Her body was absolutely perfect. Without thinking I reached out and touched her pussy. With the other hand I grabbed her boob. I pulled her to me and started eating her out. After a few minutes I said "Fuck me" and she said "No, I can't" I kept on eating her and then said it again "Fuck me". And then she pushed me back, turned around and sat on my dick. I felt her cherry pop and the blazing heat of her insides. We went at it for a litle bit and then she got up real fast and walked out leaving me with the biggest hard on I have ever had.
Before I knew it we were having sex nearly every day. This went on for almost 3 years. My wife never knew what was going on. It was the most incredible sex I have ever known.
Then one day she met this guy. Real nice guy. My best friend. When she got serious about him she stopped our "fun time". It had been years and I still get hard every time I think about any one of the hundreds of times we had sex.
I hope that one day she and I will get to play around again. She acts like she doesn't even remember any of it. She will not talk about it at all. We are still like best friends, but with a secret we cannot discuss. She is 27 now and I am 34 and it all seems like yesterday to me. Maybe one day in a moment of weakness she will let me once again know her like I have so many times before. At least that hope allows me to live another day.
So, that is my secret. It is not my only one, just the one that will never, ever leave my lips. I just had to relate this to someone. Even if anonymously. The burden of carrying it around for the last 10+ years is wearing me down. Now I can at least know that someone has been told what we have done.
