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After Party Regrets

A couple of weeks ago, I allowed my boyfriend and his friends to gang bang me after a party we had gone to. We ended up at my boyfriends condo; one thing led to another and I found myself naked and surrounded by four naked men. I had agreed to it (because I was horny and feeling adventurous) at the time but now I feel shame and humiliation. I totally feel like a slut. I won’t go into details but I gave up everything and anything to these men. I see these men all of the time and none have brought it up - well my boyfriend has. I cry over it sometimes and I am not sure of how to get past it.

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# 68087 - by Marissa / October 13, 2023
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Seagull57

by Seagull57 on Oct 13, 2023 at 3:09 AM

Marissa, what's done is done! There is no point in continuing to beat yourself up over it. Treat it as a lesson learned.
The real test will be when the next party rolls around. Your new friends will probably expect another round. If that's not what you want, stay a bit more sober and let your bf know ahead of time that it won't be happening. Good luck!

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Shorty76099

by Shorty76099 on Oct 13, 2023 at 3:43 AM

Turn the tables on your worthless boyfriend! He cares nothing for you. You are being used by him. He doesn't even like you. He is not interested in a relationship with you. Your sadness confirms what you already know. You won't get "past this" if you stay with him.

With or without your boyfriend's permission, contact the three others privately and begin to have sex with each but in a private one on one setting. Pick the one you feel most comfortable with and leave your "boyfriend".

Keep your eyes open for future possibilities that offer a normal, healthy, loving relationship. Find someone who thinks you are special and wonderful. You owe it to yourself! Love is such a wonderful intoxicating emotion. Find real love and quit being a slut.

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Anonymous

by Anonymous on Oct 13, 2023 at 5:56 AM

Be open minded and try it again. You might learn to like it. Lots of women have had that feeling of regret but change when they try it again.

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Anonymous

by Anonymous on Oct 13, 2023 at 5:59 AM

Tell your dirtbag boyfriend he opened a door for you and you no longer need him them your sailing solo then find new friends

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Anonymous

by Anonymous on Oct 13, 2023 at 7:37 AM

Quit crying.
Put on your big girl pants.
You have now entered the realm of the liberated mature adult female.
All that matters is if you had a good time.

Make no mistake about it.
All of the guys who were there that night wish they had a GF like YOU.

You chose to do what you did because "because I was horny and feeling adventurous"
I'll wager you'd probably fantasized about it many times in the past.
Most women do.
Except you had the nerve to actually do it.

The fact is that no one has the right to put you down or question your values or judge you in any way. So don't be your own worst enemy. Enjoy your new self !

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Anonymous

by Anonymous on Oct 13, 2023 at 8:33 AM

What I don't recommend was the course I took at 18. Cheating on BF with groups of guys, I dumped him when he got mad about it. I went on for multiple partners and over 20 gangbangs up to 12 guys at a time. I literally moved away from my college town where I wasn't known as the gangbang girl. Took the new environment to settle my self and don't look back. One man woman now.

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logan2020

by logan2020 on Oct 13, 2023 at 8:36 AM

I agree with #1 (Seagull) and #5. Don't beat yourself up. A lot of women have enjoyed a gang bang. You should consider yourself brave and adventurous for doing something that most women are too scared to even consider!
Also, consider reading the book called The Ethical Slut. It's a great read.

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Anonymous

by Anonymous on Oct 13, 2023 at 8:36 AM

You millennials are adorable.

You have ZERO capability of thinking more than 5 minutes ahead in your life and no capability of analyzing future ramification of your actions.

You satisfy one, single, immediate desire but in the process cause bombs to go off in your life.

Sure, getting pounded by 4-5 guys was probably fun but did you bother to think about waking up the next morning?

As bad as this is, this can be a life lesson which will change your thought patterns and life decisions going forward.

Good luck.

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