Straight Female / 23
A Regretful Experience Has Transformed Our Lives Together
We were two happy go lucky girls. We met a guy at a bar and he invited us to go to his apartment, which was a short walk away. It was a three way, but there was also some girl on girl. A first for either one of us.
Back at our apartment we dowered and really washed ourselves out. Embarrassment took over and regret was all over us. Regret of agreeing to go with him. It was well after midnight and we got in bed again. Another first for us.
It's been over a year, we do not go bar hopping, and we have not had sex with a guy. We continue to deal with our one on one. We still keep two rooms, but we share one pillow. We are more at ease with tender affections.
Is this real? Our feelings of that night are regret, pure and simple. Little steps. We are thrown together, we have tried to make sense of it. I think we have become codependent, we can't do anything unless we are together. Not even going to get our teeth cleaned.
Even when we have gone to our homes with our parents we sleep together.
Back at our apartment we dowered and really washed ourselves out. Embarrassment took over and regret was all over us. Regret of agreeing to go with him. It was well after midnight and we got in bed again. Another first for us.
It's been over a year, we do not go bar hopping, and we have not had sex with a guy. We continue to deal with our one on one. We still keep two rooms, but we share one pillow. We are more at ease with tender affections.
Is this real? Our feelings of that night are regret, pure and simple. Little steps. We are thrown together, we have tried to make sense of it. I think we have become codependent, we can't do anything unless we are together. Not even going to get our teeth cleaned.
Even when we have gone to our homes with our parents we sleep together.
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