I Want To Prostitute My Wife

I'm 37, wife is 31. This whole thing started a couple of years ago.

My wife wanted to have a 3some MFM, I didn't like the idea at all, to be honest. I was not sure I would ever want her to be with another man at all. However, things started to change a bit after we started going to a local swingers club. We had this idea of having sex in front of others as well as seeing others have sex.

If was very exciting at first, even though we were full vanilla. But then we started making a few friends. They were way ahead of us as they were doing full swaps, among other stuff. Something definitely changed inside me as the idea of her fucking another man was no longer that bad at all. We finally agreed to do a full swap with a couple we new. It all happened at their place and all 4 of us were in the same room. I tried not to focus too much on my wife and just have fun with the other wife. However, at some point in the session I looked at her giving a blowjob, and I really liked it. Her face was focused on what she was doing, not like when she does it to me where she keeps eye contact with me, smiles and even moans.

Then, he finally fucked her in the doggy position, he was giving her all, this guy was punishing that pussy as if she had been bad. I was so turned on by the whole thing I almost came while the other wife was sucking my cock. I decided to just focus on her and finish the job.

After that session I was now sure I could see her with another man, so the next step was to finally do the 3some with another guy, and we did. But the thing is, I tried to be less involved and let the other guy take the lead. I kissed her, grabbed her boobs and she sucked my dick, but the other guy was the one fingering her, eating her pussy and eventually fucking her. Once he was done, I fucked her and that was it, our first 3some was complete and a full success.

But then, afterwards, I told her I liked it a lot watching her getting fucked by another guy and I wanted to try that again but this time I would only watch. She admitted that she was extremely shocked that I would ask her that, that she never thought I would ever feel conformable doing that. She was all in, it took us a couple of weeks to finally do that but we finally did it.

We met a bull at the swinger's club, we kinda knew him already but we never really talk nor made friendship as we were only interested in couples. (I forgot, the guy from the 3some was the same guy from the swap, his wife was watching the whole thing). We set a day and had him meet us at our place. Things were a bit awkward at first but the guy took the lead and started undressing her, he then sad in a couch and my wife proceeded to suck his cock. Then she undressed him, put him a condom and she proceeded to sit on his cock, she was facing me as I sat in the other couch and was masturbating.

This is the part I realized why I was so turned on by this. My wife would randomly look at me, but her face was not the one of a woman was having good time at all, she had this face of shame and discomfort, as if she was doing it against her will. He then had her get on her knees in another couch and proceeded to fuck her in the doggy position. Soon after he came and so did she. Once he pulled out, I leaned over my wife and came all over her back.

I would have never imagine how much I would have enjoyed that. I asked her about her face and she confirmed that that's how she feels, that she feels like a whore and that's what turns her on, the feeling of shame. We have since done this multiple times, this did not become our thing, just one of the things we now like.

Now down to the prostitution part. A few weeks ago, at the swinger's club, I single, a guy in his late 40s, early 50s. Approached me and told me he wanted to fuck my wife. I told him it wasn't my choice, that she had the last word. He then proceeded to tell me that if I'd talked to her and convinced her that he would be willing to pay me, not her nor us, me $200. He told me to think about it.

I'm not going to lie, I did like the idea, not because I needed the money but because it just turned me on completely. I talked to her, and told her about the guy and the money, she laughed at first, thought it was a joke. Once she knew it was not a joke we discussed it, she also agreed it would be a huge turn on but she also said it would have been hotter if didn't tell her and just made the deal. She said that if it happens again that I should just take the money and buy her something nice with it.

We didn't end up doing anything with the guy, we haven't seen again ever since, but the problem is, I now desperately want to sell my wife for sex, I want her to basically become a prostitute. Why do I know have the need to see the woman I love, my partner in life to become a whore? Just 5 years ago I would have beaten up anyone who came even close to disrespect her.