Membership

California is kind of a Mecca for gay males. I moved there specifically for the sexual freedom in the gay community. I joined a gym that was promoted as being "gay friendly". It was a private membership thing. Nudity there was common and although there were a few signs up that stated "sexual conduct will not be tolerated", there was pretty much a nod, nod, wink, wink attitude. Sex openly happened in the showers, locker room and sauna areas. As long as it wasn't out on the main floor management looked the other way.
I had several enjoyable hook ups . But two weeks ago something happened that has several of the men at the gym treating me differently.
I was in the sauna and open to some fun. Me and a couple of guys were nude, talking and some touching. A new guy walked in I had never seen before. He was black and huge. Like 6-4, 300 pounds. To compare I am very small, 5-6 and 130 pounds. I guess he just sensed something because he walked straight over to me and dropped his towel. His cock was big, proportional to his body size. I would say 9 inches. Honestly I expected bigger. I was eager, grabbed his cock and guided it into my mouth. I was enjoying servicing him when things took a wrong turn. He grabbed me and pushed me face down on the bench. He held me there and shot some spit on my asshole. Then he started shoving his cock in me. It was definitely not enough lube and it hurt like hell. I was screaming for him to stop. I mean I would have gladly fucked him under the proper circumstances. Like plenty of lube and taking the time to work him inside me. But he held me down and shoved inside me hard with only a little spit. I was in agony. I guess the other guys were afraid to say anything to him because they just sat there and watched. With all the noise even a few more guys came in to watch. I laid there with tears running down my face. He reamed my ass for about 10 minutes and finally emptied his balls inside me. He just stood up, picked up his towel and walked out. I laid there for a minute until I could get up and walk out.
Now to how things have changed. I waited about a week to go back. As I stood in front of my locker 2 of the men who watched what happened to me walked in. They came straight over to me and one of them grabbed me and kissed me on the lips. I tried to pull away. Both of them then grabbed me and bent me over a bench. They pulled my shorts down and poured lube in my ass crack. One of them got in front and shoved his cock in my mouth and the other fucked my ass. When they finished with me another man stepped up and ordered me to bend over. He fucked me roughly.
I have become known as the little sissy boy who will let anybody do anything to me. Basically I have been r**ed twice in 2 weeks.