It's Complicated

As the title says it's complicated.

I interviewed for a job in customer support, I didn't have any relevant experience. I wanted to get into tech and out of food service. I do have a college degree, but as my father says, much ado about nothing. I got along well with the human resources girl and she recommended me for the position. Totally entry level, I was assigned to an older girl to train me. I was sure the hr girl was gay and so was the girl training me.

I spent my free time with my family, I still lived at home with my parents. My dating life was non existent, I had a couple of same sex relationships at college. One day the hr girl, I lunched with her two or three times a week, we got Subway and went to eat at the court outside the building. She tapped my hand and asked 'do you love me?' It caught me off guard, and she continued 'I can tell, well I'm in love with you too'.

We traded a small kiss before going back to work. My training girl asked me if B had talked to me. She went on to tell me 'she's married to her old boss and he isn't going to let her go', she had been there. It turned out to be true, but he let her explore her lesbian tendencies. My first reaction was to hate him, that he did 'that' to her.

I rebounded into the arms of my training girl, who ripped right through me. A silent killer girl, she liked it kinki. B, the hr girl told me, she will make you do things you are not comfortable with. I rebounded back to her, and her husband's permissions. I showed my anxiety at hone and my parents picked up on it.

24 and I was into something I couldn't deal with. My parents told me to quit and look for another job. I'm back in food service, still putting my experience in perspective. I'm dating or something like it, a girl who works with me, she lives with her parents and is part time student. Talking about little sisters and home chores and adulting. We're kissing. Maybe more later.

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