NEED A PRIVATE FRIEND

I am a very straight acting married mature white male, Very straight acting, masculine, and very unsuspecting of having any kind of bisexual thoughts. But I do!! I would enjoy the friendship of another very clean masculine straight acting male like myself to be friends with. I think of a hunting buddy most of the time.
I am very curious about mutual things. Interested in mutual jack off, mutual oral sex. I think about sucking off a big cock on my knees in the woods. Maybe having the same done to me. Late nights out by the fire sucking each other off. Sharing fantasies. Acting on our fantasies. Sex from mild to as wild as we care to get.
I am very interested in a well hung man giving me really good anal sex. I have always liked anal penetration and use dildos at times, among many other things I enjoy putting in my ass. I think about a nan with a big cock bending me over the tailgate of my truck fucking me from behind and his thick warm cum on my ass. Talk dirty to me and fuck me in the ass outdoors. Not too much on you shooting your cum up my ass at first, but once we get to know each other, and I know you are very clean I would really like to feel a big hard cock explode inside of me with your nuts pressed to mine.
I live in the Coastal bend in Texas. Near Alice Texas. I have a place to hunt and a cabin. I am mostly looking for other Bi-curious married men. Will consider single men too but married just looks better in public. I am very curious about well hung men. I would really enjoy trying a large one some day. I think about being stretched and penetrated and taking a big fat one very deep.
I am a very safe and sane guy, I just have this thing about private sex with other men that started when I was a young boy with other boys I grew up with. I will check this daily. I hope to get some response. Maybe talk in private, meet somewhere and if we both approve we can do something very private that we have both wanted for years. I hope to hear from you guys soon. Lets hunt together, have a few beers, talk openly and take care of each other in private.
I have thought about this for years. Don`t take this wrong but I think often about both my hands on my naked ass spreading myself open wide for a man to penetrate me, get all the way in me then fuck me good and maybe even talk a little dirty to me. And only the two of us know about it. LET`S TALK!! I hope I can meet some one as anxious and private as I am to do this with.