Closing Time

I can clearly remember that night in 1995 when deeper desires were uncovered. At the time I was a 22 year old single guy with boy next door looks who had been with a few women sexually but something seemed missing.

It was a Saturday night and I went to a quiet bar I had never been to before to have a few drinks. There were men and women there some couples but mostly singles. It was an ordinary straight bar nothing really different about it.

There was an older guy drinking alone and smoking cigarettes. He looked a bit worn and was in his 50's. I noticed he was tall and slim and had slicked back hair from an earlier Era. He was not handsome somewhat plain looking and world weary. There was just something different about him I could not pin down. For that reason I kept looking at him trying to figure things out. He would glance my way in response. I had by this point a few beers and so had he.

Soon it was closing time and another uneventful evening was coming to a close. I was getting up to leave and I noticed he did too. I was leaving the bar and he caught up to me. He whispered in my ear "Care for a nightcap I live nearby?". I realized he had perceived my looks at him for more than a passing interest in him. Something in me compelled me to agree so I said sure and walked with him to his place. We entered the ground floor of an old apartment building. At his apartment he soon had a couple strong drinks ready which we sipped on his couch. He moved closer and a deep warmth went through me. He put his arm around me and it felt nice even sexy. We finished the drinks and he lit up a cigarette. He made his move and planted a slow smoky kiss on my lips. He teased me with the kiss and I opened my mouth to respond. Our tongues met and the kissing got deeper and deeper. I could feel a new kind of arousal that shook me inside. We ended up naked in his bed his mouth and hands all over my body. I was turned on more than I had ever been. He caressed my cock ass chest then sucked my cock steadily. He was having me. He made me cum hard and swallowed my seed. We relaxed for awhile shared a cigarette and I was hard again. His cock was stiff and he guided me down. I sucked his cock marveling hiw well it fit in my mouth. I realized I loved pleasing him this way. He turned me over and rimmed my asshole. I knew what he was going to do and yearned for him to fill me up. He fingered my asshole and put Vaseline in it. He did it gently to break in my tight hole. When his hard cock entered me from behind the pain was much briefer than I expected and soon my moans were all pleasure. He fucked me knowingly and cried out as his hands gripped my tight ass and his cock shot its load deep inside of me. I fell asleep in his arms.

He was my lover for a decade until cirrhosis took him. He helped me discover those deeper needs and though I have been with other men his indelible stamp on me will never be forgotten.