Following My Dreams

I'll go back to the dream. I woke up hard, early morning, from a dream where I was handling a cock, kissing it, sucking on it. It was a mature cock, of a mature man. I had never had such a morning hard on like that morning. All day I thought about it, a subliminal thing.

I went on a sales call with a couple of other guys from the office, and I started to fantasize about kissing with the older man across the table. I got hard and I had precum. I wondered about his cock. That night I masturbated pretty hard reliving the dream of the cock from the other morning. Only now it was tied to a real man, a man I wanted to kiss.

The man who I did kiss was a man I met casually in a small neighborhood bar. He picked me up, like guys pick up chicks. I left with him. We went to his place, a small apartment a few blocks away. We kissed for a while, all the time naked, rubbing our cocks together, fondling, getting hard. I went down on him, sucking him, dreaming my dream again, this time with a cock in my mouth. I felt him sucking me, feeling me up between my legs, cupping my balls, and running his finger up to my anus. He licked my anus, and I had a hard time controlling myself, after licking me for a while he maneuvered to get behind me. While he worked his hard cock in and out of my ass I jerked on my cock and came onto the bed below me, he came a few minutes later.

I saw him off and on, it was always sex, nothing else. I became more and more at ease with sucking his cock, and kissing with him. And letting him take a turn on my back. I really did enjoy him fucking me, it was the purpose of me going back to him. After some time, months, I started to feel brave enough to frequent a gay bar I knew of. I got picked up by a bald headed guy. He didn't want to kiss, just fuck. It was a bad night, I found out what being used meant.

I am currently seeing a man who retired from the 'force' after a motorcycle accident. Fortunately it didn't affect his libido or his cock. He is heavy set, a big man, with lots of body hair. He had a large cock, he knows about my dream, and he lets me lay and play with his cock, kiss his cock, suck his cock. We kiss off and on, sometimes passionately, sometimes playfully. I like being his 'bitch' and when he mounts he does it with a lot of lust. He never pulls out until he's done his manly duty and filled me up. It's hard to put into words what it feels like when he cums.