I'm Not A Role Model For Anyone,

During the summer between my junior and senior year in high school I caught my boyfriend with another girl, she had his dick in her mouth. He excused it saying it wasn't serious, and all she was doing was giving him a blowjob. For me it was a breakup moment. We had never been 'intimate' beyond oral sex, so I walked away still a virgin for some next guy.

But I wasn't able to get over it, and I went through the twelfth grade and then college without ever hooking up with someone I cared about. I went to work and my social life was basically women, some that I had grown up with and went to high school. They were having babies and buying houses and I was living in an apartment, still single and still a virgin.

I had a friend, male, who worked with me and we got along and I asked him to pop my cherry. Just be nice. He wasn't nice at all, he did pop my cherry, but I got up with my cherry popped and my ass filled with cum. I tried to mount an offence but he put his hand on my chest to hold me down and told me to settle down. And he fucked me again. I woke up and he was in the shower, I went in to use the toilet, he told me to take my top off he wanted to see me in all my glory. He took me back to the bed and fucked me again.

For sure I wasn't a virgin anymore and I was 'involved' with him and he came over and got sex. I Always gave him sex, I didn't want to find myself with a dick in the ass again. It was oral and vaginal and he ate me out and I served him breakfast totally naked. One day he asked me to sit on the table with my legs open and he ate me for breakfast. All of a sudden I was in a full sexual relationship with him, sleeping with him, and hanging on his arm when we went out.

Along the way I got pregnant. It wasn't an accident, I let myself get pregnant. He didn't offer, I didn't ask. When the pregnancy was confirmed by a doctor, I was already two and half months along and I told him. He took it pretty bad. He wasn't planning on that and he gave me a long talking to about it. The first time I had been lectured since I was a kid at home. But being lectured didn't change the fact that I was pregnant and he had to do something about it.

He let me go through with the pregnancy without marrying me, and didn't marry me until I got pregnant again. This time 'he got me pregnant', it wasn't behind his back. I'm married now as you can guess, my husband is a sex crazy man who can't stop fucking me and he has fucked my ass more than once since we got married. He likes having his cock sucked watching TV and he finds it interesting to feel me up and fuck me standing up bent over with my hands on my knees. I try not to let any of that happen in front of the children, even though they ware still under three.

I ran into the girl who was blowing my boyfriend back in high school. She got a degree in Math and works for an insurance company. Still single. No babies. No husband. No house. She deserves to be single without a man.