I Got Head Constantly Growing Up

I still think back on this and wish it was still my life, my cousin Stella and her mom moved in with my family when I was 14. She was 11. We sort of had already grown up together, her stepdad was a piece of shit and they spent a lot of time with us because of it. When I was 16, we started spending a lot more time together because I could drive us both to and from school, so we talked about anything and everything in the car. I found out when she had her first kiss and in the same night gave her first handjob. I didn't expect her to be so straight up about it and then she asked me if I ever had a blowjob. I said yeah and asked why? She said she wanted to give the guy one but was nervous what it was like. I described the kinds of things girls normally do, the technique, asked her if she wanted to watch any videos to see what it was like and she said yes so when we got home we went to my room and laid in my bed and watched porn on my phone. I got really fucking horny and started seeing Stella in a different light. She was touching her lips and moving them around and sticking her fingers in her mouth and I couldn't stop picturing her with a cock in her mouth. We watched some porn of blowjobs but some videos went into actual fucking and a few times I tried to change it back to blowjob porn she told me not to. She was 13 and barely had tits, but I could see her nipples poking through her tank top. We watched a bunch of different videos and I had been trying to think of a way to get her to suck my cock so I said "I normally never watch this much porn without jerking off, we can keep watching but I need to jerk off" and she said okay so I just took my cock out and started stroking it while we watched the video we were on. She stopped watching the porn and was just staring at my cock, still sucking on her fingers so I asked if she wanted to practice on me. She said it was too weird cause my face would be right there so I said she could put a blanket over me so only my cock is out and she can do whatever she wants with it and she agreed to that so she sat on the pillow and I laid down with my legs around her and my upper half under the blanket but what she didn't know is if i crossed my arms under the blankets it would create a gap big enough that I could watch her. She played with it with her hands for a long time, and her hands were so small they made my 7 in cock look like a footlong lol. She put it in her mouth eventually and I watched her try to do what the pornstars had been doing. After just a few minutes I told her I was going to cum and she stopped sucking me to jerk me off while I came, but then licked some of the cum off of my dick and sucked on the head for another minute.

After that it was all she wanted. We'd get in the car and she'd say "can I suck it when we get home?" because our parents weren't home, and I was getting sucked off every fucking day so I stopped trying to get with girls at school and was happy just getting blowjobs whenever I wanted one. She started masturbating whenever she would suck me off and would usually have an orgasm before I did. Sometimes she would suck me before school, it just became a constant thing she wanted to do and while the frequency lessened continued until I moved out for college. Now as adults if both of us are single and we get together we will always find somewhere to get alone but unsurprisingly we started fucking years ago so last night after her mom's birthday dinner I took her to the car where she sucked my cock and I pounded her into the back seat then sent her home full of cum.