An Unplanned Baby

Right now I have a few minutes to myself. I have not been able to get horny. I try, but I guess I'm tired. Breastfeeding a new infant. I'm what you might say am a woman who enjoys sex, in the dark, when I'm all alone with my imagination. If I enjoy couple sex, it has always been with another woman. A certain woman, I don't play around and neither does she. We don't want any exchanges of bodily fluids with any other humans. She's a lawyer too, corporate, for another corporation in the same space. Hence the secrecy about it.

Whose idea was it? The truth is that it wasn't mine. He pushed it on me and used his male assertive attitude and BING, jackpot. He hit center. I'm 38. A lawyer, corporate law. He is more than just one of the guys at work. He's my mentor, and boss. He decided, he told me beforehand, that what I needed was to join the real world and have a baby. He doesn't know about her. He thinks I'm a self centered woman who let the time go by and never got married. So he did me the 'favor'.

My maturity extends to most everything, I believe I am open minded. Having a clinging infant at my breast isn't my idea of being an independent woman. She outright refused to 'receive' my baby at the birthing center. She walked out, came back in after the baby was born. She didn't want to 'face' my pussy that way. After all that's where she likes to spend her time making love to me. BTW, for those out there who don't understand lesbians, she keeps my pussy neatly trimmed, but not waxed. Now that she can literally see a baby pussy, that's not what she wants. She wants PUSSY, but neatly groomed. I love having her eat my pussy.

She is just overwhelmed, I don't understand that really, of my milking breasts. She squeezes them, milks them. When the baby is nursing, she sits beside me and squeezes my breasts so the baby has it easier. She loves my breasts, always did. I'm a big breasted woman. If you haven't figured it out by now, she's the butch in the relationship. My coworker, who is the only man who has ever gotten that close to my pussy, thinks of me as some sort of dyke. He doesn't realize that I'm the pussy in the relationship. One day I might let him watch my lover 'fuck' me, so he drops his ideas of helping me out. He thinks I don't get 'any'.

She and I, it's a joint decision, have decided that we are going to come out to him. He's the baby father, not our choice again having a father in the middle of our relationship, and we have decided we want him involved with his daughter. A girl needs a father, the real father should be the father, not some 'uncle'. As you may have guesses we are both in the closet, as far as work and all but my mother. We are going to break the news to him over a dinner at my place (we have separate living spaces). My plan is for him to arrive first, she arrives second and she kisses me full on, in front of him, and says to me 'honey, I'm home, what's for dinner'.

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