I'm Not Really Worried Or Ashamed

Today is my tenth anniversary. We went out for a family meal. My husband gave me a nice hold cross necklace and I gave him two shirts. Sex is part of days like these. Right now he is on the phone with one of the overseas offices he is responsible for.

I'm 50 percent American, my father is a national, hence my maiden name is Hispanic. I met my husband at a reception, at the time I worked for a public accounting firm. Once he got his way I had to resign because of internal controls and our relationship was deemed to violate independence.

He felt responsible and he married me. I've lived in Basel, London, and Houston. Currently Houston. My husband is now an Exec VP. Our children live a very nice life. I wish I had their life. I am involved with their school and a charity, I don't work for wages.

In my single days I had a couple of lesbian trysts. For fun, the other girls weren't lesbians either. But now that I have a lot of free time on my hands I'm in a lesbian affair with another mother. No men. I know I'm cheating, I've given my husband a hundred hints but he doesn't take it seriously. Maybe he doesn't believe I would be intimate with another woman. If it were a man, I would be divorced on the street.

Why? I'm bored, I went from an engaging career to being a housewife. And I like bring with a woman.