I'm Addicted To Bareback

My confession is that I'm addicted to sex without condoms.

I'm a gay bottom, I love getting fucked by older men. I've bottomed for dozens of guys and sucked even more.

I used to always insist on men using a condom when they fucked me. I was very diligent about making sure they did. I was worried about catching something, since most of the guys I get fucked by are strangers I meet online. Most guys would ask, even beg to fuck me bare, but I would always be a good boy and use the condoms.

A few times I've met guys who agreed to used condoms, but in the moment they try and slide in without one. At first I would politely remind them to put on the rubber. Guys would be good about it.

Sometimes though, I was drunk, or too turned on in the moment, and I would let the guy use my ass bareback. Each time it happened I was nervous after, but so, so turned on.

I kept hooking up with men, and kept asking them to wear condoms, but I was fantasizing about bare sex so much that I stopped reminding guys in the moment. If they tried to fuck me without the condom, I wouldn't say anything. I would happily let them think they were being sneaky or whatever. I didn't care. I was able to justify it to myself by saying that I did ask them. Even though every time I secretly hoped they wouldn't use one.

This continued for a few years. One afternoon, I was chatting with an older man. In his 60s. I really wanted to hook up with him. As usual, he was asking for bareback sex, and I was trying to get him to agree to use a condom. Eventually he told me that if he couldn't go bare, he wouldn't meet me. I gave in. I agreed. It was the first time I ever agreed to let a stranger fuck me bareback right from the start without even the pretext of attempting to be safer.

I met him in his hotel room. We had really hot, but quick sex. I lay face first on his bed while he used my ass like it was his sex toy. I felt so dirty, but good.

I realize that I had been lying to myself, and that I always wanted it, but there was that part of me that told me to try, and that I needed to use condoms. After that day, that part of me was smothered by my desire to be bred.

I stopped pretending after that day. From then on, any guy who asked me to bareback, I agreed to. I've even convinced some guys who said that wanted to use condoms, that they could fuck me bare. I'm addicted now. I'm a slave to feeling a man unload his cum inside my ass. I've been called a slut a few times for it, and I think that might be accurate.

If there's any older men reading this, know that I would love to let you feel my raw hole with your hard bare cock.