Widow Relief

I’m 50 married and a an avid motorcyclist who enjoys the occasional 3-4 day trips. I was on such an excursion dropping by an old friend’s home as I have done, to pay respects to his widow Suzy. She has always welcomed me with open arms giving me a hot meal and a place to stay overnight on my way to other parts. Her husband Ryan and I did many such trips together having motorcycled all over North America. It had been four years since his passing from cancer. After dinner we sat by the fireplace sipping on a liqueur trading stories of the past. It was late and time to retire for the night. She gave me a very warm hug and then a long kiss something she’s never come close to doing before. We said our good nights and off to our bedrooms. I probably laid there for a half hour pondering what had just happened when a knock on the door occurred with her entering the room. She came to the side of my bed, opened her robe and let it fall to the floor, her body completely nude. “May I” she asked as she crawled into my bed. “I really need this” she said. “I really need you tonight.” We made wonderful warm passionate love. The next morning over breakfast she said I need not worry about anyone knowing what happened and hoped I didn’t feel guilty. I did but she softened that feeling somewhat when she said that it really meant a lot to her and her mental wellbeing.
She said it made her feel somehow connected to her husband Ryan. I hope for mine and my wife’s sake she keeps it as our secret. And I hope Ryan isn’t pissed with me.