I Can Dream...

My constantly recurring fantasy is to be a rubber-bondage sex-slave to one or more sexual sadists, either gender, any age, weight, appearance, or race, and to be kept in a rubber bondage-bag, and made to suck cock, or clit, or whatever, through the zippered opening at my mouth. Icing on the cake would be really merciless orgasm denial, while my V....a-soused cock gets more and more desperate, and I make promises I shouldn't...I live alone in a pleasant and secluded house, paid-for, and loaded with amenities, and and any such person(s) could live very nicely, as long as they care to treat me that way...no interruptions - I'm an orphan and survivor of extreme abuse in foster 'care' and unable to re-connect with them, am now reduced to seeking out substitutes...isn't there anyone, who sees the endless possibilities such an arrangement would bring?