Weird But It's My Kink, My Thing, It's How I Get My Orgasms

I went swimming in a lake and was soon way over my head. My strength just wasn't there and I panicked and started to go under. A stranger, passer by, saw me and dove in and pulled me to shore. No one really knows if I was going to drown so no one really knows if he saved my life. I know, I was going under, he swam in, he knew what to do, he saved me. I know that, but no one wants to admit it.

I was twelve, but I have this memory, a feeling of fear and then relief, exultation. And this is what my sexual desires are based on, fear, relief, exultation. And trust. It always ends with outright penetration, a dick thrust into my body.

I have a friend, a man who has the ability to strangle me, not able to catch a breath, starving for oxygen, then relief as he releases me, and he thrusts himself within me, triggering one or more orgasms as he empties his balls in me.

That's it,