In The End I Went For A Daddy And His Money

As a young lesbian woman entering the real world I got some advise from a much older lesbian woman. "Suck dick, not pussy". I was taken aback. How could she say that?

Well, as a not so young woman in the real world I've begun to figure that out. When I suck cock, and I do, it is always from a man who can help me get what I need or want. When I suck pussy it is always from a woman I want to please. Fair disclosure, I would rather suck pussy any day, sucking cock is not my thing.

The flip to this is that the man whose cock I suck always wants to help me. Whether I want it or not I get a Daddy figure, Big Brother, or nice Uncle Bob. When I suck pussy I get drawn into emotional turmoil, insecurities, and "am I in love".

For the record I use to wake up with a woman, not a man. The woman I lived with is of course older and much better off. I, the young woman at her side. I like her a lot and I love to please her. But really as the current girlfriend, I couldn't see a long term future.

I had been giving a lot of thought to the man who's cock I suck. He is a boss in the chain of command, much higher up. Well to do, rich and influential. A very got it together man. Daddy maybe, he has a way of making me want to please him. He offers me much the same as the woman I live with, support above my ability to provide for myself. He punched my clock, while he had me bent over and fucking me he forced me to turn my head around and look at him. "Why don't you have a baby?"

What? I disengaged and sat down and stared at him. 'Just do what you are set up to do, I want one or two babies from you'. I wanted to yell out to him, "but I'm a lesbian", but I kept my mouth shut. "You want me to have a baby with you?" He then said what every young woman is dying to hear "I want you to be my wife". There it was, the proposal. Naked sitting on a chair, the cock I suck in my face, I got the offer of financial freedom and social standing. I had to say yes. Was it the money? or is it Daddy? I don't know, both?

Before I actually got married I went to talk to my very first mentor. She told me without any hesitation, get married and make it count. He wants babies, make the babies for him. Suck his cock, and let him know 'he is the man', and if he is your Daddy so much the better. Daddy's take real good care of their baby girls. And if from time to time you meet a young thing who wants to have you suck her pussy, well why not. Be discreet, don't tell him.