Such Sweet Memories

Growing up, my older bro ( by 3 years ) and myself were quite close. Played a ton of hockey together, baseball, fishing, hiking, camping, etc. One weekend we had planned to go camping with a couple of friends and their families but it got re-scheduled because of thunderstorms. So he and I set up our 2 man tent in our bedroom. Beds pushed aside, there was just enough room. Was getting dark around 9ish so we climbed into the tent and zipped it up. Pretty well everyone else except for our older bro, had gone to bed. This was in august so it was quite muggy so we were just laying on top of our sleeping bags playing cards, when he stripped naked. Now at that time, I was 12 and he was 15 and a bit and of course had seen one another naked before but this was a tad different. He glanced over and caught me ogling his growing penis. I don't recall ever being interested in cock up until that moment but I dunno. There was just something about it. That's when he asked me if Iv'e jerked myself off yet. I said no, what's that. He reached over, took my limp dick and started to touch and rub it up and down. Asked me if I liked what he was doing and of course my answer was yes. He told me that in a minute some white cream would squirt out and I would feel better than ever before and was he right. My very first load was indescribable. Shot like a cannon. Looked at his and man was it big. He told me to do the same to him. I think it was then that I knew that I kinda liked guys, and as I wrapped my fingers around his penis, he moaned and I started to stroke him. Loved feeling it in my hands. I instinctively found his big balls and played with them. A few min of jerking him and he was squirting like crazy. Much thicker gobs than mine and much more of it. We laid there for a bit then he turned around so that our cocks were right in our faces and told me just to do what he does. Next thing I know, he's sucking me and I'm doing my best to suck him. Sucking cock felt so natural and oh so good that I hoped it would never end. Ended up swallowing the first of many loads to cum. Over the next 6 months or so, we sucked each other off many times then all of a sudden we stopped. He now had a girlfriend. Oh well. Over the years I have sucked only 3 other guys for long periods of time and even though I have a girlfriend, I still get that craving for cock and lotsa cum.