No Longer Sitting On The Sideline

I was pretty much asexual, took care of my mother who had a tumor render her paraplegic. I worked out daily as my personal time, and had gotten fit and trim. I liked my body. Most of my social life was at work and a growing up girlfriend. Unlike me she was active sexually and liked being picked up by older men. She also liked my body and gave me full body massage, including tits and buttocks, slipping her hand between my legs activating my clitoris.

It was during this time that she told me she thought she was in love with me. I convinced myself a massage wasn't 'sex', even as she had learned to trigger my orgasms. But, she was the initiator and she insisted on kissing me, on the 'lips', with tongue; and I was able to talk to her and encourage her. I didn't think it, but I was involved in a daily sexual relationship with her.

At work, my boss a forty five year old man, started to express interest in me. He commented that I had gone from plain to delectable. He shadowed my curves with his hand, coming within millimeters of touching. I was in his office, he was teasing me, pretending to feel up my tits, I was against the wall when he 'grabbed' my crotch with 'lust' in his eyes.

I had never been touched by a man, I was speechless as his hand massaged me, pressing my clitoris triggering an orgasm. My face, my look, it released the animal in him, and like a wolf he took me until he was satisfied.

I don't tell my mother of my sexual behavior, with my married boss or my girlfriend. I can't decide which one is better.