My Secret The Wife Doesn't Know

I am married now for 6 years to a wonderful woman. I can't let her know, that from my mid teens till only a few months before I met her, I'd never had a girl or woman for sex. In fact I was the woman when I had sex. I was the bottom male for other boys and men. At 19 I moved in with Dean who was in his 40s and I, having a very small body, dressed full time as a woman for him. I was his wife. I kept the house, did the cooking, laundry, dishes and dressed sexy for him at night. I took care of all his sexual needs. I must confess before meeting him that I did allow two different older men to let their friends gangbang me too. Dean was in an auto accident and didn't make it. He left a fortune to me, along with the house and cars, stocks, bonds and cash.

I didn't want to be with another man, no one could take his place in my mind, and I didn't want another inside my body. I started dressing like a guy again, and met my now wife. We have great sex, a son and daughter and I will never let any of them know that I was a wife to another man for several years. She'd not understand. She only knows me this way and that's the way I want it. I want to preserve the memories of my past with Dean for me and me only.