Get them both drunk and have a 3 some.Take him in your mouth and have your bf mount you from behind.You can have your cake and eat it too!!!
You're not really attached, so you can do whatever you want. However, if you want to ever have a stable relationship, you will have to eventually learn to keep the fantasies in your head. This might be a good time to start. If you don't think so, then go for it, as long as you're willing to risk your relationship with your boyfriend.
I think im going to do it! I might just have to keep it a secret from my boyfriend! I dont want to have a 3some, i want to be one on one with someone other then my boyfriend! i love him but i need to be with other men before we even think about getting married. (which he wants to do) well if anyone has any other comments please let me know. Thanks everyone!